...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

...Am without a candle tonight... :(

Its been a while... So much happening. Am in Maryborough at the moment. Mixed emotions. Happy? Alot more than I was, but am sad also. only 50 mins left of being 18. Sadface. Was a year ago at this point when I last considered suicide as an option. Am proud of deciding against it. Uni results. I hope I pass, I really don't want to fail. That would be awful. Hmm. Karl...

Why do you continue to effect me so? I still get excited to talk to you, still miss you. I guess I still love, even after all this time... Oh gee...

Nightmares have subsided, I'm hoping that they dont come back. At least not like they were anyways.

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