...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

...I decide to re-write some of my facebook stati from over the last couple of weeks... Into my blog...

This may take a few days...

Wednesday, 27th October 2010

Happy Birthday to my favourite niece ever!!! ♥BLLR ♥

Back to the topic at hand.

My stati and half the things I say don't seem to make sense to a lot of people, except for me of course (but that only happens on occasions as well.) I'm hoping then, that they make more sense when put together. Maybe this way I can figure out what I need to do to make myself more positive...

I shall add comments about what I think of each when I get to them. This could get interesting...

Here goes...

August 30 at 5:25pm

Dear Life,

Why is it that you are so hard on everyone? Is it really necessary to cause people pain so often? You could be a little nicer. Please. For everyone's sake.

Love, Tammy

Though I can't remember the exact reason I wrote this at the time, this short letter could just about relate to most of my life. Loss of foster families, loss of friends; I guess just the challenges that life has thrown my way during my 19 years, 3 months and 22 days of living thus far. Like I said, I don't remember why I wrote this, but that doesn't mean I don't remember how I felt when I wrote it. It was something to the effect of: Life isn't going too well, I just want it to be easier. My attitude changed a little when I read the following comment posted in reply to this particular status. 

As a very wise man once said, "You see this little hole? This moth's just about to emerge. It's in there right now, struggling. It's digging its way through the thick hide of the cocoon. Now, I could help it, take my knife, gently widen the opening, and the moth would be free. But it would be too weak to survive. The struggle is nature's way of strengthening it" As much as pain sucks we need Pain to grow stronger as people

Comment by: Jonothan Freshney


Pretty sure I thought 'Whoa! He's right! Guess I'd better alter my perspective on life, and remember that hard things in life are designed to make us stronger... Crap, that's gonna be hard.' I proceed to thank him and tell him I'd have to remember that more often.

I think it's some thing we ALL need to remember.

Next topic, Doctor Who. 

Oh. My. Goodness.

So I was first introduced to Doctor Who by Mr. KJ, awesomeness extraodinairre himself. I never actually watched it though until this year when Miss. JL reintroduced me to the concept. Actually, she persuaded me after a few attempts to watch it


UPDATE: Will post more as time goes along...

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