...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Monday, October 2, 2017

It's been over six years since we last 'spoke'

How is it, that, after all these years, I still feel so strongly for you. I thought those feelings were gone, until I saw your reaction to seeing me. I don't know what you think of me. I guess that's life, huh? I feel like if I give this guy a chance, I'd be letting both you and I down. I still don't know if I could ever love another the way I've loved you... Or the way I still seem to.