...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

..More...

Jimmy Barnes - When Your Love Is Gone

Well I thought nothing was wrong, nothing was right
I turned to you, but you were no where in sight
I left it too late, and maybe I hurt your pride
I should have thought of you, now you've changed your mind
And just like a well, your love has run dry
Loneliness was falling from the sky

I'm like a man with no heart, I just don't belong
I can't help it when your love is gone

Well I missed all the signs, never read between lines
And all I can say to you is that my love was blind
It's breaking my heart, knowing right from the start
You tried to reach for me, now we had to part
And just like a well, your love has run dry
Loneliness was falling from the sky

I'm like a man with no heart, I just don't belong
I can't help it when your love is gone
And it's all I can do to carry on
I can't help it when your love is gone

Well I'll tell you no lies, you've opened my eyes
Made me feel like a man again
You've walked out that door, and you left me alone
I broke down and I cried, cause I don't think I can make it alone

Ohh.... listen..... I would sail the deepest ocean
Just to be by your side again
And all I want, is for you to love me
Just say you love me again, again, again, again

I'm like a man with no heart, I just don't belong
I can't help it when your love is gone
And it's all I can do just to carry on
I can't help it when your love is gone

I'm like a man with no heart, I just don't belong
I can't help it when your love is gone
And it's all I can do just to carry on
I can't help it when your love is gone

I'm like a man with no heart, I just don't belong
I can't help it when your love is gone
And it's all I can do just to carry on
I can't help it when your love is gone

I can't help myself when your love is gone
Your love is gone

...I realised that a song I've always loved also reminds me of you...

Jewel- I love you, Always Forever

Feels like I'm standing
in a timeless dream of light mists
of pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud
of heavenly scent touching
discovering you.

Those days of warm rains
come rushing back to me
miles of windless summer night air
Secret moments shared
in the heat of the afternoon
out of the stillness
soft spoken words

say it say it again

I love you always forever
near and far closer together
everywhere I will be with you
everything I will do for you

You've got the most unbelievable
blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under blue sky
with pure white stars
exotic sweetness a magical time

say it say it again

Say you'll love love me forever
never stop never whatever
near and far and always
and everywhere and everything

...I found another song that reminds me of you...

I Miss You lyrics
Miley Cyrus

Songwriters: Green, Wendi Foy; Green, Brian; Cyrus, Destiny Hope;

Sha la la la la, sha la la la la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
And you'd hold me close in your arms
I thought of the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holdin' me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm livin' out my dream
Oh, how I wish you could see
Everything that's happenin' for me

I'm thinkin' back on the past
It's true the time is flyin' by too fast

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/miley-cyrus-lyrics/i-miss-you-lyrics.html |]
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

I know you're in a better place yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

Saturday, June 25, 2011

...Can't believe I haven't consciously listened to this song before...

It's catchy... and has a great point! :D


If We Ever Meet Again
Timbaland ft. Katy Perry 
What's somebody like you, doin in a place like this? 
Say, did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends? 
Say, what's your name, what you drinking 
I think I know what you're thinking 
Baby what's your sign, tell me yours I'll tell you mine 
Say, what's somebody like you doing in a place like this? 
(1, 2, 3, 4) 

CHORUS: 
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again 
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again 
This free fall's, got me so 
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go 
I'll never be the same 
If we ever meet again 

Say if we ever meet again 

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before (before, yeah) 
Hope you don't see me blush, but I can't help but want you more, more 
Baby tell me what's your story 
I ain't shy, don't you worry 
I'm flirtin with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight 
So do you come here much, I gotta see your face some more, some more 

Cuz baby 

CHORUS: 
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again 
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again 
This free fall's, got me so 
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go 
I'll never be the same 

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/if-we-ever-meet-again-lyrics-timbaland.html ]

If we ever meet again 


If we ever meet again 
I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again) 

If we ever meet again 
I won't let you go away (said if we ever meet again) 

If we ever ever meet again 
I'll have so much more to say (say if we ever meet again) 

If we ever ever meet again 
I won't let you go away 

CHORUS: 
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again 
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again 
This free fall's, got me so 
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go 
I'll never be the same 
If we ever meet again 

I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again 
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again 
This free fall's, got me so 
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go 
I'll never be the same 
If we ever meet again

Monday, June 20, 2011

...I wish I could be still hanging by a moment here with you...

So much has been happening lately: Work, friends of friends visiting, study, exams, more work, furniture buying, meeting new people, drama, work and even more work. None of this has been on my mind more than you have.

It's now been over three months since you last contacted me, I miss you like you wouldn't believe. All those nights sitting up chatting about nothing at all, I was sending mixed messages, but getting mad when I received mixed messages. I felt a particular way the whole time, I don't know about you.

January was fantastic. I saw you a few times, we even spent a night sitting in that cricket club talking for hours, then walking to maccas to catch a cab through the drive through and heading home shortly after. We talked about so much, yet I get the impression we didn't talk about as much as we should have.

A few weeks later I heard your voice again over the phone, it was great. You said you enjoyed it too, and that you also missed the calls. Whether you were telling the truth or not I don't know, but I sure hope you were.

I miss having my best friend in the entire world to talk to nearly every night, mostly until dawn, or an assignment was due. I miss coming home from work and having you to talk to. No one else has been the same since you.

I often wonder how you are going, what new (or old) music you're listening to; any new awesome television shows and how interesting your university life is.

I'm not going to apologise any more for sending you messages, it's only because I want to know how you're going.

Mr 99 Luft Balloons, I miss you.