To my late night talking friend (You know who you are),
You haven't spoken to me in about two months.
I'm not exactly sure what caused it, but I'm not worried about that unless you are. All I know is that I miss our awesome conversations about the most random, and sometimes not-so-random, topics.
I know I have made many mistakes, but haven't we all? Haven't we all said that we hate someone when it's blatantly obvious that we really don't? I told you so many times, no matter how many times you asked, that I never have and never will hate you. I couldn't hate you, ever. You of all people should know that.
Yes, I've blocked you and de-facebook-friended you many times, but each time I have, I've regretted it.
I get so frustrated at myself for ever having the thought of pushing you away. I know I told you to never call or text me again at that time of morning, but now I take that back. Even a once a week or once a month message would be great.
If you sent me a message to get f***ed and never to talk to you again, I would honour that. You are one of the best people I have had the honour of knowing and therefore I would respect your decision to never want to talk to me again (If you so *unfortunately* chose) if you let me know that's what you have decided.
Before doing such though, please consider what I have written here (If you even read this) and remember that if you change your mind down the track, I would still be willing to be your friend, no matter what.
Kindest regards,
Me
You haven't spoken to me in about two months.
I'm not exactly sure what caused it, but I'm not worried about that unless you are. All I know is that I miss our awesome conversations about the most random, and sometimes not-so-random, topics.
I know I have made many mistakes, but haven't we all? Haven't we all said that we hate someone when it's blatantly obvious that we really don't? I told you so many times, no matter how many times you asked, that I never have and never will hate you. I couldn't hate you, ever. You of all people should know that.
Yes, I've blocked you and de-facebook-friended you many times, but each time I have, I've regretted it.
I get so frustrated at myself for ever having the thought of pushing you away. I know I told you to never call or text me again at that time of morning, but now I take that back. Even a once a week or once a month message would be great.
If you sent me a message to get f***ed and never to talk to you again, I would honour that. You are one of the best people I have had the honour of knowing and therefore I would respect your decision to never want to talk to me again (If you so *unfortunately* chose) if you let me know that's what you have decided.
Before doing such though, please consider what I have written here (If you even read this) and remember that if you change your mind down the track, I would still be willing to be your friend, no matter what.
Kindest regards,
Me
