...I couldn't be bothered making a good post title for this...

Right now I want my family and one other person. I cannot stress this enough. I miss them all heaps and all I want is to hug them and hug them and hug them more.

January will be bittersweet, February will be more bittersweet and March will be the most bittersweet of all.

Why?

From mid January I will be taking a month off work to see my friends and family in my awesome hometown. You may think: 'That sounds awesome, so why is it bittersweet?' I have a few reasons for this.

1. I will have to take a month off work. I love work, it is awesome as! To take a month away from it will be a little hard, but will be good as well. 
2. It will only be for one month: does any more need to be said there?
3. It will have been a year since I decided to come up here for uni and will have also been a year since those dreaded January days when I had no money, but was living like crazy to try and keep my sanity. 
4. My foster siblings will have grown taller, and will be heading into a new year for school. For one of them though, they will have already graduated... and I will have missed it. Sad face.
5. I will see him again, no doubt. I hope we actually get to talking when we see each other this time instead of not talking/avoiding each other/my hands shaking incontrollably because I can see him in person. I will try to have greater self control. I will try not to let it show how much he still means to me. 

There are more, but I don't want to think about it. 

Time to get ready for cadets.