...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

...I just want to be alone...

All I can think about is the cyclone and you.

I'm too nervous to be able to say hi to you, or anyone in your family. When your sister A and I were at the cadet unit tonight with some of the other cadet staff, she talked to me, but I'm pretty sure when I replied not even half my sentences made sense. Then I keep thinking about my friends in Townsville and the other people involved in the cyclone, and it's enough to make me wanna disappear and be still for a few hours. To not talk to anyone but the people who I am worried about. To listen to music and look at the destructed river bank in the park.

Maybe I will go for a walk tonight... I don't know.

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