...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

... I cry...

Why?

So you've hated me since the end of grade 11; sure.

You controlled me right the way through grade 12, or so you thought; sure.

I got over it all in grade 12, and only really had the confidence to get out when you were on holidays that time.

I'm now second year uni, I've lived out of home for over a year and you STILL try to control me. You've called me fat at least three times in different ways in the last week alone. You were talking to one of my best friends about how awful my body is, and my posture. You criticised me for buying stuff for my sisters and YOU. You've called me a bad role model in front of me and my sisters. Now you won't let me talk to my sisters because of a photo I hadn't realised I'd posted, and deleted as soon as I knew.

STOP telling me what to do. STOP trying to control me, because I won't listen to you anyway. STOP being a bitch to me because of something that happened TWO YEARS AGO!!!!!

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