...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

...another rant, dammit.

DAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Right now, I feel like I'm losing it. I'm burned out, and still doing the best I can, but it's not good enough any more. Almost not good enough for university, not good enough to be a shift supervisor, not good enough to be living where I do. Not good enough for anyone, or anything.






WHY CAN'T PEOPLE SEE THE DUCKS LEGS PADDLING AWAY AT A THOUSAND MILES AN HOUR? That's right, the duck's legs are underwater, working out of the spotlight. Ducks don't like playing spotlight, they'd rather appear to be cruising along whilst furiously paddling away beneath the surface; until...

The duck gets tired of all the other ducks'criticisms, dirty looks, passive-aggressive notes and general degradation. At some point, there's got to be an end to all that the duck has to go through. Why didn't the giant let the duck die those nights, before things became worse. Little duck would have looked so much better, and more people would have had respect for her. Nowadays, duck isn't sure who really respects her or cares about her.

Dear Giant;
Please give duck the strength she needs to help others. Please also give her confidence in herself so that maybe, just maybe, others will have faith in her too. Please assist her with the motivation she needs to see that she can do it all, that she's just got to prioritise a little better.
Love always,
Me,

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