...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Where did I go wrong?

Right now I am:
- facing the fact that I will not be doing uni for at least six months.
- dealing with the fact that the best foster mum ever has cancer.
- exhausted from working too much.
- trying to find ways for me to be a better worker and get more done within the hours I am given.
- saving for a car whilst living off my earnings from employment.
- constantly putting up with double standards.
- doing all the above more than 18 hours from the place I called home for many years, unsupported.

Whilst:
- being told I should get my act together.
- failing what I should easily be able to pass; had I not been trying to balance too much on my schedule.


WTF?

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