Honesty

So originally I was going to write something on the 3rd of this month and can't remember. Definitely not doing well with blogging.

This week I found out that a brother who I thought had committed suicide a couple of years ago was actually murdered: and there's evidence. Get this though, there's a corrupt cop in that town who has pushed it all under the carpet and treated the mother of this brother horribly and rudely.

In the same week I find out another brother has been threatened by his fiancé's dad that he'd have truckies at his door if he didn't break up with her and so had to break up with his fiancé without letting her know why. Those two loved each other, and she treated him well and now it's over and I'm pretty upset about it.

I'm upset about it all.

I have one of my mothers who is already sick enough having to go through utter hell and back before the death of one of her sons... I just want to give her the biggest hug and help her... I'm just so far away.

I'm frankly quite annoyed and frustrated by our justice system that keeps letting the perps get away with it all and the victims left suffering even more.

My heart hurts.

When is it all going to stop?

This world is horrible.

I'm glad what comes in the next life will be great. I am loving life now though as well. I'm learning embroidery, I sew things, I have a great best friend (despite the fights) and I finally have home internet again...

Hallelujah!

God is good; I just need to remember to take everything one moment at a time, one day at a time.