...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...I ponder on what lay in the past, what lies ahead and what is as I lay here...

...lonely in a world full of people, and scared beyond measure.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

...I think about yet another day in the life of me...

Well, today. Tis very strange. Has been very strange. Still feels kinda strange. Still not used to being an adult. Me? An adult? I still shake my head at the thought. But its true, and I have to live with the consequences. I still wonder where all those years went, especially 2009. Such a surreal year. The year that changed life as I knew it. Forever. A strange word that. Its hard to contemplate what forever is. But when you have a year such as I did in 2009, you realise that the effects of some things will never leave you. They will be with you forever, and that makes contemplating forever oh so much easier; yet harder at the same time... I hope this thing with N doesn't continue forever. That would be hard, weird, strange, I really can't think of a term adequate enough to describe it. Assignments. I think I am looking forward to this essay for law. It should be pretty good. Impressed, and very pleasantly surprised how I went on my 1104 class test. 11.25/15 isn't too bad for someone who spent two weeks sleeping all day, up all night, sick; and studied incessantly in order to try to catch up for around a week before the exam. Quite pleased. Today is weird. Though I have the issue with N, and had a very strange and almost unsightly (not the best term, but describes it in my mind, sort of) day yesterday, I seem and feel quite content today for some reason. I dunno. Its really strange. I miss my friends and family down south; I miss them all. Its just really weird that for some reason I am still content. What the? I really don't understand it, but you know, its great, and I'm enjoying it. (I think I need to use less commas, definitely some thing to improve upon...) Well, I think its time for me to study now. Until next time; Catch you later!

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